Survival of the fitest

jIya..!!

2005-12-29T01:33:00.000-08:00

Tujhe Dekh Dekh Hai Sona
Tujhe Dekh Kar Hai Jagna
maine yeh zindagani sang tere bitaanitujhmein basi hain meri jaan haaijiya dhadak dhadak jaayen

Lagta hain yeh kyu mujhe sadiyon se chahun tujhe.
Mere sapno mein aake apna mujhko banake mujhpe tu kar ehsaan haai jiya dhadak dhadak jaayen

Thank you

2005-12-14T09:04:00.000-08:00

What happens when your best friend blocks you on her MSN list, and you discover that fact ?
Well you just sit tight, shed a tear feel bad for yourself and then go to BED ..!!
Because life's like that ...just have to sit and watch one priority in your so called friend's life kicks you out of the list.
Thank you dear friend ..thanks for everything.

J.u.s.t

2005-12-05T08:51:00.000-08:00

I can't stop loving him, just because he doesn't love me....Thts his choice, isn't it ?
I can't stop praying for him, just because he does't ask me to...
I can't stop thinking about him, just because he does't get time to think about me....
But what i can do and have done tht accepted the fact he doesn't do the above and there is no way i can force him to do so and i have tried enough.....So, all i will do is sit back and wait ...If he needs me he shall seek me.........Destiny shall pull him towards me....all i do is hope and if it does not happen maybe it was bever meant to happen.....:-)
But, all i ensure that i will become all he wants his girl to be so that i will never regret that i was not worth being by his side.....

.....Mind over Heart....!!

2005-11-29T10:39:00.000-08:00

Two contrasting opinions ......two opposite lines of thinking....two seperate paths....just keep on pulling me apart.

Everytime i ask myself about something, i get two different contrasting opinions ..one given my my dearest emotional heart and one by my logical head.

Career: Head says stay where you are its logical to have atleast one year of work exp on your CV. Heart says buzz of from here babe you aren't happy, the organisation doesn't deserve you.

Love: Head says never tell him that you love him because he doesn't and will defy you. Heart says just say it baby it might just work.

Friends: Head says don't be upset with your best friend so what if she does't behave the way she used to. Heart says have a fight with her tell her she aint being fair just because she's hooked to not spend time with you.

Figure: Head says go to the gym you need to loose weight or else you are not gonna shine. Heart says he''ll love you for the way you are U look gr8!!

Read: Head says you are tired enough you can't keep up your reading. Heart says keep on reading.

Who rules i don't know ....but what i know is No matter what ..
FAITH makes all things Possible... and you get what you are DESTINED to....
So, don't worry be happy!!! Keep the faith going,........

Mixed Feelings !!

2005-08-11T09:59:00.000-07:00

I am happy and sad both.

Happy because i have learnt from my past.... Learnt to let go of dear ones, let go of outcomes........and the same time sad because i am becoming insensitive, less reactive.
Have a formula to judge how insensitive i have become ?

Formula:
I have always believed that
Till the time you
Cry because things dint work the way you expected them to.
Cry because your best friend doesn't care.
Cry because you are not enjoying your work.
Cry because you just miss family.
Cry because you just want someone to hug you.
---------You are alive and human and kicking and sensitive.
I am still doing all off this so ....Still sensitive enough.
One thing i need to change is Stop being Emotional ....but this heart of mine does'nt agree.
Will learn this too. No need to check because haven't begun the process but its next in the list.

"All i want is to be loved" -- Wanting to be loved, be lovable....This is thee desire and this shall never fade!!!

Patience!!

2005-08-10T06:07:00.000-07:00

Never a tear bedims the eye

That time and patience cannot dry

Thats the first thing that came to mind, today when a colleague of mine started giving me tough time over some silly issue which was the most silliest thing i must have ever heard in my life ..So silly that i dint even have words to tell a couple of friends what was the tiff all about.
But this incident taught me a very important lesson.

Words spoken act as a sharp weapon ..they cut through you....leave their mark ..which is not visible ...but crumble you more than a when you are physically hurt and ultimately the only way to express this pain is by letting your eyes bleed.

[Outer cuts heal and rarely leave their mark
Inner cuts never heal and always leave their mark.]

And, Its only time and patience which can dry these tears.

Survival of the Fitest!!

2005-08-10T05:55:00.000-07:00

I think this is the ideal name i could give my blog.
Though, it isn't a case of life or death or survival for me but this line just reminds me that one needs to be tough and not give up easily in any condition.